1. Puggy - When You Know

  2. 2012, you kicked me, but I liked it (sorta)

    Lessons of 2012

    (1) I can be as miserable as I want to be, but misery is not necessary. Though it may be a constant part of who I am.

    (2) Re: point (1); putting myself through “the wringer” does not guarantee success. To me, success is a continuum. So many different factors and different mental states that have converged and at one moment in time, I’ve accepted that I “made it” to my goal — and then I seek out the next.

    (3) Structure, structure, structure

    (4) Absorb opinions. Sort and own what works — disgard what doesn’t. 

    (5) Let go of old plans. Sometimes what I want, I can no longer get. Nope. Not at all. It’s just not an option, so I’ve learned to mostly suck it up and work it out. Your present is everything and if you live in an imaginary world, you really are trying to fail.

    (6) Keep it to yourself. 

    (7) Sleep on it. 

    (8) Work early; work often. 

    (9) Do not underestimate the benefit of small steps over many days: it all adds up. 

    (10) Don’t let the world get you down. Even if it doesn’t work out the way you wanted it, if you know where you want to be, at least you’ve got the vision. Those who can stay the course (even when the course changes), can truly be successful.

  3. It’s OK. I have 7 months and absolutely zero time for a social life whatsoever. The emotions and feelings that I do have left will begin to disappear. Pros: by the end, I’ll be a machine, and we know how hot that prospect is. 

  4. My roommate’s boyfriend apparently thinks my apartment is his hotel (she seems to also agree). This will not do.

    My roommate’s boyfriend apparently thinks my apartment is his hotel (she seems to also agree). This will not do.

  5. Who, What, When

    In my dream life, horrific things happen.

    I’ve died, seen people killed, tried to kill people, frequently run away from killers, kissed people (I don’t know about you, but kissing can be horrific) and really, the rest follows suit. 

    Last night was no different. Terrorizing was replayed in various forms in 4 new and creative horrific dreams. Awesome!  

    So you can imagine why I’m not expecting a fairytale tonight.

  6. GPOY - Bad Mood Edition
I. Want. Out. 
November, you need to come quick. 

    GPOY - Bad Mood Edition

    I. Want. Out. 

    November, you need to come quick. 

  7. Today is dysfunctional. Re: Dresden Dolls - Girl Anachronism 

  8. American Psycho, on girls with good personalities… Patrick (Bale), Craig (Lucas), and David (??). 

    You know… I met the equivalent of David (philosophy wise) in Brussels. Interesting experience.

  9. movies

    I’m proud of a new development I never saw coming: 

    Going to the movies by myself and feeling totally at ease and content about that.

    Before coming here, I had never done that and would even wince at the idea. I think cities bring out the strong and independent version of me - or maybe it’s the city’s strong and independent personality that is projecting itself onto me. I’m not yet sure.  

    *Addendum* After thinking about this more…. my mind just responded with: “Nahhhh, you’re just that bored.” 

About me

I have a working compass for one city alone. Everywhere else, I'm perpetually lost.

However, this tends to lend itself well for stories, meeting new people and long walks.

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